Monday, February 3, 2020

Sister Goss---W24: The Savior's burden (Feb 3, 2020)

Good morning (or afternoon or evening wherever you are) everyone! This week was one of the weeks where I learned the most in the short span of 7 days. Not necessarily mentally or educationally, but spiritually. I'll start with some of the miracles I saw this week!

During our family history hour, where we look for records and sources online to put family trees together, I found 3 new families!! I felt so much excitement for these families now that they've been found. I'm so excited to take their names to the temple so they may have the opportunity to be baptized by proxy and accept or decline that baptismal covenant. Every single one of God's children will have the chance to be baptized and accept His gospel! God is so good!

We taught another lesson to Michael, an 8 year old boy who wants to be baptized but his family hasn't been active in the church for around 20 years. His cousin Kaylani was there and we watched the 20 min Restoration movie with them. We gave both of them a children's copy of the Book of Mormon and Kaylani hugged it to her chest and said "I'm going to read and pray about this every night!" As we kept talking she leaned back and softly said "Am I in a dream?" It made my heart melt! She knew it was true and was feeling the Spirit. Her quiet and sincere testimony was so touching. She was smiling really big the whole time. At the end, she introduced us to her mother who is not a member! She also wants us to teach her and we are so excited! 

We also had more bike adventures this week haha! We only had one service with other missionaries this week. The other service times we were scheduled with the sisters who are too sick to leave their apartment, so Sister Gugelman and I had a lot of alone time (not my favorite but it's okay). We biked to one of our services which included us going over the freeway on a bridge. It happened to be incredibly windy that day and I felt like I was about to be blown over! Haha! Somehow the wind was always going against us and we we're moving about 2 inches a second. ;) Again, couldn't help but laugh. It was so funny. Don't worry - by some miracle we didn't get blown over!

At Soles 4 Souls we packed a massive semi full of bags of shoes. Hermana Longshore and I climbed on top of the shoe pile and packed the shoe bags in the top as tightly as we could. It's true that heat rises lol! It was super toasty in there! We packed for a solid 30 minutes and then I pulled out my phone to check the time. Hermana Longshore said "uh oh. I don't have my phone. It was in my pocket." We all paused the packing, said a prayer, and I turned on my flash to start looking. She didn't have the SIM card so we couldn't call it, and her phone was black. This semi was packed with shoes and 10 feet tall 13 feet wide. It felt like trying to look for a needle in a haystack. The shoes were going to Dubai, so if all else failed, they could ship it back but... Yeah we were worried. I said I hadn't seen her phone in her pocket for a while so I suggested we go back and look. We went back a good 16 feet or so and dug around. Elder Reeves came up to help and I asked if he would lift a bag up. I shined my flashlight down there and he saw a screen. We found it!! Honestly the odds were not in our favor but somehow... God answers prayers. ;)

Referring back to the lessons I learned this week, I won't go into specifics. But I have learned that God's priesthood power is real. I've also felt the burden of those we are teaching in a way I've never felt before. Lynn's car was stolen, her phone was broken, and she's now getting threats on top of fighting cancer and sickness. Tony, Amy, and Suzie asked us to stop reminding them and only want to see us every now and then. Several people we're working with called or texted us in distress asking us for help. As I walked into church, I felt a heavy burden on me and could just tell many people were hurting. As people bore their testimony, my feelings were confirmed. I felt God's sacrifice for us and the burdens He carries for us in a way I've never felt before. The thought of me causing Him any more pain through sin and guilt made me cry even more. He truly carries us because He loves us. Our burdens are not light. They hurt. But we are not alone. Someone voluntarily took that upon Himself to carry the burden with us. I'm so grateful for our Savior, and understand His Atonement a little better now. Being a missionary does that, I guess. Sacrament Meeting ended with the Hymn Abide With Me, the song my family would sing a capella together. Needless to say, it wasn't a coincidence.

I love you all! Turn to your Savior! He knows every burden you have, do, and will carry. Miss you all so so so much! Love, 
Sister Mary Goss


 
Riverside Pride sign

Time to get dirty

Waiting for interviews with President

Soles 4 Souls semi :)

I found a guitar!!
 

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